Nov. 6, 2018, 6:31 a.m.

Happy Birthday, Hoshizora Rin! I wanted to wish you this very happy birthday. I wanted to say thank you so much for being the most brightest stars in our skies. You are such a great friend especially with Maki and Hanayo (Kayo-chin!) You are really supportive, cheerful, kind and very very cute! Seriously, i dont think i have ever liked a character with a short hair like you but you are my first to be loved by everyone. You are adorable, you know? Your character really reminds me of my childhood. Active, positive, every good thing you can think of! I am not who i was before because i changed a lot. I am now the opposite. I have been feeling really emo and sad all the time and wished to have you by my side to cheer and support me up. I wanted to see you sooooooooo bad. I want you to be on my desk supporting me doing beneficial stuff (in a figurine size of course or its gonna be awkward). Im an awkward person and get nervous pretty fast. I sweat a lot when im nervous that its flooding my shirt. I wanted to be as confident as you. I wanted to be the cheerful girl as I was back then. I am so clumsy that i troubled a lot of people. I wanted to be supportive to my friends who has been cool and nice to me. Especially my dad who worked hard the whole day just to support my five members family. I dont want to make him work too hard because he is already 60+ years old. I dont want him to get me anything or i will feel very horrible. I will work hard so that i can support my family when i grow up. I can never express my feelings to my parents properly. I have anxiety even with my own parents. But I just want to let them know that I love them very much but im too shy to express it to them that i act all cool. I really hope that i become successful. Thank you Rin for cheering for everyone and made us smile. It feels so warm in my heart when I smile and not pretending. I wanted you to keep cheering so that I can get confidence to live and learn. I want to be as beautiful as you. I also wanted to tell you that you are literally the cutest even though you have a short hair. Especially when you are wearing cute, frilly dresses that I wanted to hug you tightly and bring you home! Also, i made these three collages that took unexpectedly hours to finish... silly me. I hope you have a great day. Nyaaaa~ RinBirthdayGiveaway2018

Edit: Also, I just realize there is still something similar between me and you. I may appear and behave like a boy..? It’s not like I have a short hair but the way I dress myself and behave are like a boy. I’m too scared and shy to let people know that I kept cute and pretty stuff too.. every time when people finds out about it, I got super nerve-wrecking. I was so speechless that I feel so embarrassed about it. 0///0

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