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ITS YA BOI, BACK AGAIN FOR MY GRILLL HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOTORI!!

since im sad, im gonna re-use my love letter i wrote for her back in february, because i explained a lot about my love for her;; (of course, i redid some parts, edited some out, so its current!)

Dear Kotori,

I’ve actually tried to write this letter many times, but felt I couldn’t get my feelings across to you. Hopefully I get it right this time! I’ve loved you for a long time now; so long that I can’t remember when I started loving you! I know I loved you since the start of 2016 and the start of the anime, but beyond that I forgot (curse me and my bad memory). Like stated before, i loved you from the start of the anime. I don’t know what it was, seeing that we didn’t really know much about you, but I loved you anyways. I saw how much you cared about your friends, your cute voice and style, and your adorable outfit designs and drawings, and fell in love, and it's been the same ever since. Even after meeting and seeing the development of the other girls, I loved you. You were a lot of my firsts Kotori. You see, I wasn’t that into anime when I started. I only watched the anime because I didn’t exactly understand the game. I’m glad I did. Love Live was the first anime I truly got into, and loved. You were my first anime figure too, and I’m glad, because I had spent my own money on you, and took multiple photos of you, so much that my phone was full of you. You were many of my firsts on the game too. Actually, I remember getting my first rare of you and almost crying because I was so happy. I even max leveled the rare too, and saved it for a long time. And of course, I loved the rare’s outfit too; Your Yume no Tobira outfits were so beautiful to me, and looked amazing on the girls and seiyuus. I even made sure my first strap of you was the Yume no Tobira outfit!  You were my first ur too, and I think I cried when I saw your smile pop out of the envelope like a goddess. Fairytale Kotori. Although you might not be the strongest or best ur, I love you nonetheless, and will never sell you. Speaking of urs, you were my first 10+1 ur too. You came home on your birthday, after multiple scouts and lots of rares. You popped out of the box, on the last step of the step-up scouting, along with two srs, although at the time I didn’t really notice the srs because I was in too much shock and excitement. Yukata Kotori, one of my favorite urs, thank you for coming. You grace me with your smile each time I open the game, even now, after I idolized the card, I still love it the most. And your voice, how could I forget your voice? Your voice is usually lower or the lowest on many people’s lists, but for mine, your near the top. I love your emotion, you really convey your feelings in your singing, and I love how you have a sweet higher voice, but also a smoother lower voice. You’ve also given me a lot of hope throughout these years. I remember looking at pictures of you, listening to your singing, or hearing you talk. It made me smile and always gave me determination to do my best! You were the reason I made an instagram and truly joined the fandom. You were the reason I spent my own money on merch. You’re one of the reasons I’m friends with my best friends today! If I didn’t want to cosplay you, I wouldn’t have joined the cosplay community and became friends with so many wonderful people. You are part of the reason I live every day. You, Kotori, have become a part of my life from the day I saw you. I don’t think I completely showed all my emotions in this, as some I can’t even put into words, like the tears when you speak, or the warm feeling in my chest when I listen to your singing, or even the need to smile when I see your smile. I can try, but it won’t be close to what I feel. Thank you, truly, for everything so far. I hope you continue to be with me throughout my years, and never stop being you. Chun chun!

Love, Coolioreese, Birb, or Happypartycosplay~

AND WITHOUT FURTHER ADO, MY MERCH COLLECTION, ITA BAG, AND COSPLAY COLLECTION

all my merch was either bought by me, made my me (peek at the kotori image string art), or won in a giveaway (some of the weiss schwartz cards)

my ita bag isnt fully kotori (more like my overall best girls), but most of it is! im proud to say that almost all of the merch is either fanmade or official~

my most recent kotori cosplay was a casual version of her, but please click on this image to see all my kotori cosplays up until now! i've done 4 outfits of her, over almost a years time, and plan to do many many more lol

Thank you all for reading and looking at my photos, I really hope it shows my love for Kotori! Chun chun~

(thank u to my umi for taking the dab photo love u even if youll never see this lmao) KotoriBirthdayGiveaway2018