July 20, 2019, 4:38 p.m.

Happy (belated) Birthday Yohane! Sorry that my entry from last year was my last post :'D It's nothing personal, I just really don't like the community around here sometimes. I'm leaving this to one of the last days because I had to get some stuff done, but here it is. First off, verbal appreciation. I'm just gonna be honest, I probably don't deserve to win as much as others. I just can't relate to characters at all. As much as I'd love to sit here and praise her all day, in the end I like her...just cos. I'm not trying to prove a point or anything, but I have trouble expressing myself and honesty is all I can muster at this point. I also can't claim that she's helped me through anything, as I'm one of those people who believes any and all strength to go on comes from within yourself, in the end. I'd like to believe I'm a strong person on my own, and not have to rely on things that don't exist, because the minute she lets me down, (gacha, etc.) it'll just make things worse. Is it weird to say I like her because of her colour scheme? I mean, it's probably not a rare thing, but its probably one of the only reasons. I'm autistic, and colourful things always excited me as a child, but now its sort of evolved into an appreciation for colour palettes. I mean, Chika's pink eyes + hair go really well, and she's quite high on my tier list. Now that I think of it, most of my faves are basically determined by their colour scheme. I'm disappointingly materialistic, crap. That being said, I still appreaciate Yoshiko as a character. Even though I really can't relate to her character, (If I met someone IRL with a chunnibyou complex...I'd really want nothing to do with them.) she does her best and her friends love her for who she is. Maybe that's another reason I love her, for just being herself, even if herself is a little weird. I've never had a friend who could put up with me, so I guess I'm a little jealous, haha. Anyway, I've rambled a lot, sorry if this is too detailed/personal/just too anything. I'm not good with words, or knowing if I've crossed the line with something. Anyway, let's move onto gacha. I saved 22 green tickets and 500+ gems for guaranteed UR. TDLR: I got 4 copies of that damned UR (One I forgot to screenshot). One on the first gem pull in the 100 card box, the rest in the step up. Along with a lot of new cards too, of course. Overall I'm happy with the results, kinda wish rate up was a lie so I could get more variety in URs. Oh well, beggers can't be choosers. Along with that, there's my card collection after. I only have one other UR apart from the bday one, because her other limited cards were such short notice unfortunately, and gacha isn't kind with the permanent URs. Slowly filling all the SRs and SSRs though. 1 Also, here's my drawing for the occasion, and the little bit of merch I have. I probably would have bought a lot more back when I was going through my honeymoon phase with this game, but it's hard to find decently priced stuff that'd deliver to Australia for a decent price. I've spent a good couple hundred on the game though, but unfortunately before limited URs were a thing. Also before the UR tickets were a thing. I don't regret it, but I definitely regret it. 2 I also made a little cake for the occasion. I didn't go too all out with decorating because I woke up ill on the day I decided to do this, but I made it nevertheless. 3 And that's it for today! I hope my post doesn't feel too out of place. Thanks for reading, if you did. YohaneFanAwards2019