School Idol Tomodachi - Gay for Setsuna EN Custom

Jan. 16, 2019, 3:01 p.m.
Yumi EN

Hey! I'm back again this year with even more to say about my most favorite girl! I have no honest idea how long this will end up being because there's so many things I wanna say One of the judge votes for me last year did basically quote as "I've never seen someone who loves a character so much" if that's any warning of what's to come~

It wouldn't be a far stretch to call Dia my world, her existence helped me a lot last year and even more this year with coming to terms with a lot of stuff I apologize for how much ill be baring myself but I wanna express just how much Dia means to me on her special day! A long while back I had someone reference to me as being just like Dia while watching Sunshine and the rest was pretty much history! I started to see myself in her in a lot of ways and I always bring it up but I adore so very much that we have the same beauty mark and interact the same ways with it (I'll be scratching mine so many times while thinking of how to convey all of this). I know characters are made to be able for you to relate to but Dia has always been an entirely different spectrum for me. I'm a serious and stern person who can come off as cold and unwelcoming and sometimes a little strict on stuff but a lot of it is just because I genuinely care about the well being of others and have trouble showing my weak points. Underneath i'd like to consider myself warm and bubbly and a gigantic nerd about all kinds of stuff who gets overly passionate about whatever i'm involved in. If you asked me how I would describe how I see Dia it would be really hard for me to make a difference in what I just said....(Bonus points for us both being Capricorns~)

This year was a bit of a strange year for me as I started very early in the year realizing I just hadn't been feeling comfortable for a long time and as time passed it became harder and harder to ignore until I couldn't anymore and I began to realize I was trans! That's a huge thing to just drop I know but I honestly feel like it's because of Dia (and all my wonderful friends) that I could make such a major leap. The entire time my striving points and goals have just been to be more like Dia, to try and reach the beauty and cuteness of Dia to the best of my ability. My starting point was Dia and my end point is Dia. If it weren't for her presence and my ability to relate so closely with her I dont think I would've been so confident about doing all of this! My love for this dorky girl has even helped me ascend as a person and I thank Dia from the bottom of my heart for that. I honestly wasn't expecting to find a character I care so deeply about when watching Love Live but goodness did Dia destroy that notion!

Almost all of my interactions with Love Live are through Dia, whether it be my role on the dash server being Dia queen (my request but still~) or the fact my entire cooking competition post this year was entirely based around Dia's favorite dish! (Which you can find here: https://schoolido.lu/activities/9658736/) I also hope so dearly I can do her justice in a cosplay one of these days! I know it might sound silly to a lot of people but my life is being actively shaped by Dia and i'm grateful every single day which is why I make these excessive posts on her birthday because it feels impossible to sum up how much she means to me and how much I wanna wish her the best birthday possible in just a few words! You'll even get to see soon the drastic leap in my Dia merch from last year! (Still not enough though!!)

Dia has saved me and been an angel and blessing on my life for such a long time now. I hope I was able to express properly to all of you just how much she means to me! (I'll make sure to make next years posts even bigger and better if I didn't!) And that i'm so grateful to be able to say on this very special day that I love you so much Dia and I hope you have the best birthday that someone could possibly have!!!!

(Pictures time!!!!)

She's always watching~