Please God, let me meet Eli Ayase. All I want to is to find that perfect idol I know exists. She’s sweet and shy and my age and likes all the things I do, perhaps even is on this game itself. The girl who won’t secretly think I’m a loser (with no URs), the girl I can cuddle with (even if only possible online) and spent nights talking to and laughing and sharing happiness. Someone who can reciprocate the love I put in, the girl who I can make feel safe and secure unconditionally and can fill this gaping, empty void in my heart.
Please, just let me find this person. I’ll change everything about me if that’s what it takes Please, I just can’t take the loneliness anymore.